Hey. Sorry you have so much going on at once. I know what it feels like when it seems the universe just won't give you a break. It's like you want to scream at it "Just smite me already and get it over with!" At least that's what I sometimes feel like- like somebody up there is playing with me like a mean kid who is holding a magnifying lens above an ant to watch it squirm does...

Anyway I am gonna be a little hypocritical here bc I never successfully do this myself when in that mindset, but try to view the universe as inherently good rather than out to get you. Bad luck and shiity stuff just happens randomly and yeah it sucks. Also it never seems like it is spread around evenly- some people get thru life totally unscathed while others seem to get plowed over and over agin. Its not fair and I feel like the world shouldn't work that way but it still does.

Anyway, i hope your depression passes quickly and that things settle down for you soon. TKe care. Hang in there.