thanks Perna.. thanks for the help... well, i [bold]choose[/bold] to listen to sad music, and in turn, it is my [bold]choice[[/bold] to be sad... and (after a lot of self work) ive been able to develop a personal way of returning from the sadness...

my faith never fails me... (not gonna make this a spiritual thing again, but it works for me) ...

why would i choose sadness you might wonder? it is one of the natural feelings available as a human... it is a feeling many share and suffer from... i choose to feel sadness at times i think because it is a connection to reality in a way... along the lines of: "If you're not angry, you're not paying attention" ...

: )