I had what others say was an attack. This was my first and only. Early last year I had male breast augmentation done. It was a long process which gave me time to adjust or I thought. My sister has a nice in ground pool. She had a pool party early in the season. I was excited to go and wear my new swim top. This would be my first time out in a pool since having surgery. I get there go to the pool started talking to a few women at the pool. I took my shirt off and was sitting at the pool with the other women there later on a few men came to the pool. I started feeling very uncomfortable I felt everyone staring at me I couldn't breathe. I ran back to her house locked myself I'm a bedroom eventually my sister came in I calmed down enough though very embarrassed, I waited till there was no one in the front of her house and left. To this day I can seem to go to a pool not to say the shore
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