It's a real challenge not to regret the past. I had to stick it out for two more years and I'd be done. Plus, my parents were paying!
Instead, it's dead end job to dead end job, but at least I can focus on improving my health. That remains my top current priority.
I also fear I'm getting too old for college. I'll be 28 in September. I know this is silly to people without social anxiety, but I would feel weird sitting next to those 20 year olds.
I've considered an online degree but I don't have the discipline, and besides I don't like the stigma.
I do want to finish school because the jobs I want require that.