Dear T,

I see you tomorrow (i hope!). I want you to pull me closer to you. Since you do not do that, I get angry and frustrated and wonder how long should I sustain this torture of yearning and longing for a person who will never be available in a unconstrained capacity?

Erotic transference is so ******* awful! I feel that I am wasting my energy and resources which I already feel have that I do not have enough of.

I hope that my feelings settle down and I can detach from you easily and painlessly.

Regards,

Analysand