My flashbacks related to my daughters last hospitalization generally occur in my home, or when I see an ambulance with lights on. I haven't had them to much recently, but Friday night I had one while at a performance my husband was in at a park. I've been worried a lot lately about her going off her meds since she's done it before, and out of the blue I just got this "vision" of her going into seizures at the performance. It only happened for a few seconds? minutes? but it really kind of freaked me out since I've only had these flashbacks previously in my home, in the living room where she had her seizures, or when I see an ambulance with lights on.
Those of you who have flashbacks, have you ever had this happen? Where you normally only have them in certain situations, but then they start happening elsewhere too? I'm hoping this isn't something that's going to continue and it has me a little freaked out.
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~ A Tale of Two Sisters (Janghwa, Hongryeon) (2003)
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