Thanks depressme and rayna. I'll definitely look up the big book reference. It's funny - I saw my addictions doc this morning and we were talking about the past year & how hard it was for me to get sober in the first place & she kind of helped put in context for me, that I'm now at least sober and able to job hunt which I couldn't have done a year ago. So I guess I've made some progress.

--splitimage