Hi Fuzzy

No question in my mind whatsoever- you do not/did not deserve all that hurt
And you are far from nothing- you matter a great deal
Those people who have hurt you in the past- well that has been about them, not about you.........about their lack of feelings or their lack of empathy or their not really knowing you or their problems or their ignorance or their.............but not about you.
And the hurt you're going through now..........well we're here for you Fuzzy, if/when you want talk..........for now, sending you hugs

Alison