It must feel sad to feel as though your pdoc doesn't care.
What are you looking for from him? A med adjustment? A current assessment? A need to feel heard by him?
Old treatment algorithms suggest the use of klonopin to help to calm mania. (I did a lot of research years ago, to see how mania was treated before the newer atypicals and the older typical APs.)
What don't you like about the klonopin suggestion your doctor has made?
Some people get along with klonopin, some don't.
Have you ever talked to a hotline when feeling suicidal?
Very concerned about you, blue.
We all Love you!
Please keep yourself safe.

WC