Ahhh Hun... to be honest, I was feeling the same way today until I read your post. It's sad you're going through this, but it's also such a comfort to know others experience the same feelings. That can make life so much more bearable.
I won't get into it here, but my life for the last year has been insanely stressful and it's brought on anxiety and depression. At first I thought I had to fight these alone. But I don't. And you don't either. You don't have to fight this on your own or alone.
We are all here to support you and fight right along side of you!!! Please don't let your demons win. We will fight them together [emoji169] PM me any time. I'm always here to help and to care.