S (Ex-T -- trying to be friends... failing)

Please don't just go away and unplug, leaving me not knowing if you're going to be gone for a week or a month...

Can you really not even give me that? I mean if you don't know you could always say you don't know, but why just not respond at all...

I'm wondering if you are doing things on purpose to upset me -- pushing me to throw up my hands and leave so you don't have to.

If that's what you want, I wish you'd just tell me instead of ****ing with my mind and emotions.

If you want me to leave you alone, just freaking say it. Stop pulling me in, telling me we are ok, speaking so nicely and like you used to, saying you want a phone call too, then shutting me out and leaving me in silence with shattered hopes. This is driving me insane.