Pachy,

I'm glad you took the opportunity here to say what you needed.

I hope you'll re-read my posts on this thread, because they show that it isn't that she doesn't 'get me'. It's that I forget that, can't hold onto it.

That's what prompted my initial post really. I thought she wasn't getting me, but it was me not seeing it.

She really is a great T, but this was a difiicult time for me.

I'm off to see her.. last appointment then she goes on vacation. :-(

I'm taking her a small gift, no idea how that will go.

Thank you pachy and everyone else who heard me here.