I get it. I've been isolated to my bedroom for over a year. I only get out to see my therapist and Dr. And I go to the grocery store with my husband once a week, only because he is with me. My son desperately wants me to meet his girlfriend's parents but that's not going to happen. I can't even go to the mailbox right in front of my house. I'm gaining weight because I can't get out and walk anymore. Just gradually got worse and worse. Pretty much always stay depressed and I know not getting out is not helping anything but I just don't know how to do it. So I understand. Not thrilled about a new med but maybe I have no choice.