A long time ago t and I were talking about hugs or touches or something and he said being touched is a basic human need.. or some thing along that lines. At the time I didn't believe him..

Now, I get cuddles from my kids and that is it. Now, I fantasize about getting hugs from different people, t, friends, my mom.. people like that.
I starting to believe what t said.. because I generally don't like to be touched, but I can't stop thinking about hugs, and cuddles, and spooning.. eeewwww.