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Originally Posted by captgut
She always told she cares.
People always told me they care.
But they need me only when I'm happy (never).
Everything is a lie.
I live for others. Why? They don't like me and don't care |
Captgut, you can find better friends. Please believe me.
I had friends who said they cared but couldn't validate my pain. They only wanted me to perform happiness and mock me and insult me. They said I'm attention seeking, whining, have a great life with no real problems. One was a trained nurse who gave me direct, clear instructions to kill myself.
Please believe me that people on the couch here care when you're unhappy and hurting too.