Hi. I am not IP. I never went.

Got into an argument via text yesterday with T where he ended up saying I'm trying to emotionally manipulate him. I stopped responding cause reading that was like reading a text and feeling like someone stabbed u. 2 hours later he sent "how are you"as if he felt bad or what I don't know. I did not reply to him cause I was so done with all that. An hour later he says if he doesn't hear from me that I am okay he will call the police for a welfare check. I simply sent back I'm fine. Then he asks me if I need help going to the hospital or a detox program

Like... I had asked him for encouragement that morning. Telling him I was scared about going but needed to. And he acted like he was angry and seemed unwilling to help. Then he insults me, feels bad I guess, tries to make up for it by actually offering me help.

I don't want to play this game with him anymore and I'm so over him and therapy right now

I told him I will figure it out on my own. He sent ok and that was that