M gave me a crystal to take with me today. He said it's a special one that he takes with him when he travels but it can go with me this time. I see him in 10 days and then not again until Sept 7.

We talked about attachment and stability in very ambiguous woo-woo terms. It was interesting and somewhat helpful but really I am not feeling the sound or color or texture or element of his or L's vibrations, I am feeling that I want to scream and cry and grab onto his leg and be a snotty soggy mess.