I think I hate my therapist for what she has been doing. She made me believe we had a future together and then hasn't text me in 2 weeks!
She obviously had no intention on carrying our relationship after therapy, despite telling me she wanted so. The fact she hasn't sent me a friend request on facebook also is a sign she want's to keep me to herself and our relationship hidden. I guess she doesn't want her husband to find out!
We never had sex, but she suggested it via sexual gestures and suggestive hints. I can't help but feel angry and hurt that she'll destroy my trust in human beings. It felt like our entire sessions were for her own needs not mine and that she got some kind of thrill out of attracting the attentions of a younger man and making him go crazy for her. I hate how she made me feel and i hate that i let her know my secrets. It felt like our relationship was entirely one sided towards her and now that I am no longer in therapy she just has no reason to speak to me anymore. She took the money and now she's gone. Why the hell couldn't she of at least been honest? It would have hurt so much less.
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