justnow, I think it's highly courageous of you to attempt to defeat the "dragon" if you will. My boyfriend is trying to abstain from drinking but he is fighting a hard battle, but I believe in him and will not turn my back on him. Alcohol is a bad trigger for me yet I try to help him as much as I can. I will support you and hold you accountable if needed..I love helping people any way I can. Be blessed in your endeavors and I send you my support with sincerity and love...