I don't actively suck, I just do not know how to establish a good relationship and keep it going. People stop talking to me.
What stops me is that I am alone and I cannot do this anymore. I feel lonely going around on my own so I do it only when I have to do something more or less. But even inside house, I just sleep and stay on internet now.
Don't worry, I was the opposite of this and very active and it did not make a lot of difference ... I was also active as a child and it did not make a lot of difference.
Also I simply don't know what meaningful to do.
My therapist seems to treat it like "a phase" or whatnot but sometimes I think if he was serious he would recommend a doctor. This is NOT normal?