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when someone asks "what do you want for Christmas?" what do you say. What do you say when the only thing that comes to mind is "I want to die".

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I lie. But another option is to disclose only a small part of the depression. Something like, "to be in a better mood." But your point is well taken and there's no real answer. I guess, hence the lying.

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I find myself having to move, keep going, doing something, anything to keep busy. God forbid I stop for any reason for then the feelings and tears come flooding back with a vengeance. Logic and reason head straight for the toilet.

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This is EXACTLY where I've been for the past two days. A careful observer can actually track how many breaks I've taken by counting my visits to PC. Otherwise, I'm in motion, like I'm running for my life.

And do to my southern friends, y'all has made it into my vocabulary. Only problem is, when a white boy in Minnesota says it, it's pitiful and sad and is best to be avoided.

As a wise frog recently said to me, hold on. Hold on, Kebs.

Cyran0