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Old Jul 10, 2017, 02:02 PM
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I have been diagnosed with PTSD steming from a horrifically abusive relationship with a diagnosed Narcissist with Trauma Bonding being a strong factor. Everything i have learned or read talks about nightmeres being the main symptom but I don't have nightmeres any more often then I did before and they not about his abuse. I don't have flashbacks per say either. What has happened is like my husband came up to me and had something in his hand and joking around said here tell me if this hurts and started to extend his hand towards me and i instantly went into a state of terror where I started crying and begging him not to hurt me. He said my voice changed, he could hear the fear in my voice he said and my face changed expression to fearful. I remember getting like tunnel vision and everything happened in slow motion. Turns out it was just a battery and we had been talking 2 mins prior to that about a game my mom had bought my brother in law for christmas that took turns shocking each player using a battery and how funny it was to watch the grown men in my family get shocked by batteries. So he was playing off that and thats so his personality to do so and I had always laughed at that kind of horse play from him before but that day, still creeps me out. Anywho. Thoughts? Have all the other aigns of ptsd fyi
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