I regret to inform you all that I relapsed last night on heroin. I woke up this morning feeling like complete garbage both mentally and physically. I'm feeling extreme guilt and shame and I think the drugs totally shocked my system since it was my first time doing it in over 2 years. I went through 8 bags last night and did the remaining 2 just over an hour ago. My intention was to flush the leftover ones down the toilet but I wasn't strong enough to do that. I'm afraid that heroin has a hold of me again. I'm also afraid to tell friends and family because they'll probably be mad at me and I don't want to disappoint them. I'm thinking I might have to go back to treatment again. What do you guys think? Have a great day!