Want to drink when mixed or sinking into the depression. At those times I just don't care that its not good for me. The only other thing that is like a craving for me and that is smells. (weird I know) but this is the opposite its when I'm hypo/manic I crave city smells, subway train, diesel busses, underground parking, airport/jet fuel, inhaling those smells is totally drug like in those moments I can just stand there sniffing