Well, you ARE lucky to have your wife share your life. Thats okay. My longtime friends came to swim this weekeend. At one point i said, "remember when you called to tell me the wife was in the hospital? And i felt like, 'why are you telling ME this; tell family, not friends!' But i see now, we ARE family." The husband said, "what is she talking about?" The wife goes, i'll explain later!

But i was just stupid happy saturday. Feeling very lucky to have them as friends. But yeah, it does feel dangerous to relax and accept that your life can be happy. To lean back into loving arms? How often does that really happen?