So I cried for the first time ever in session. I've been with my T for almost 3 years now. And I could never even shed a tear. I think that must be threatening for a T. I mean... I think its their job to make us cry... (j/k).. no really. I was beginning to think i was made of stone. I cry occassionally in private but never in front of someone. And i was telling her about how difficult, sad, hopeless I was feeling and I cried.. Maybe only 3 tears, but I think I amazed myself. It made me feel better.

After she told me i was loveable too. No one has ever told me that. Ever. It means so much that it scaes me a lil.... *cryin*