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Old Jul 10, 2017, 07:00 PM
Anonymous45521
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Originally Posted by justafriend306 View Post
After years of feeling this way I finally made the decision to get up and out and do something; to attend what celebrations there were even if it meant doing so alone. I needed to make my own traditions and embrace the holidays making them my own. Screw other people's ideas of how one ought to celebrate.
I did that for a while.. I traveled on the holiday and maybe this breaks it down to what I really dislike.. on most holidays it is like the world stops.

When I traveled of course I got the flight but, I always worried about the people who were working that day and 1/2 the stores were closed. It wasn't a "full day".

I even feel a little phobic about it because I know if I get sick, the staff won't be up to full speed. I remember the fear and panic of my elderly parents getting sick on the holiday. My mom had an appendix burst on x-mas eve and it was so hard getting people to really be competent.

But, in general.. I hate the way the world stops... there is nothing on tv.. can't get mail... can't shop...
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