I don't know remember much of what was happening to you seesaw....but what I have remembered is that you have always been positive thru it..Hold on to that positivity...

And you were brave enough to get a job while on disability and you can do it again if that is what you need in your life...its sounds like you do...I did too...I have let my self esteem take such a beating.

Don't let the "biotch" take it from you...I hope you find something that makes you happy.