thanks cyran0. I figured out of anyone on here you would be one of the first to respond. I think youre pretty damn cool too and I see a lot of resemblances between us.

I think each time I talk about this stuff it helps me heal that much more. Before I told anyone it ate away at me everyday. Now I can go a couple days without thinking about my abusers. Its a slow process but I feel that Im well on my way.

Thanks for reading and taking an interest