I know from personal experience to be obsessed with a therapist or other MH professional In my case I mean crushes. Though I never did anything except think about it. Never went any further. I'm sorry if I hurt your feelings I would be very careful that what you're doing doesn't evolve into stalking. That is ie anything illegal I would try to at minimum wean off of your obsession. I 'd talk to her about your obsession concern in a way that emphasizes your concern, your feelings.