Doglover..I was just looking thru other posts that were interesting to me and I saw where you shared your addiction story on July 4th. You were very confident and grateful on that day...or do you think that was the beginning of the spiral back to addiction?

Were you subconsciously trying to convince yourself or did you really feel that "strong" that day? I'm wondering what happened in your mind or your life in a week...that brought the addiction back into play?

I don't know anything about you tube..but maybe if there is a continuation to your story...and it would help you or others that would be cool.

That was brave of you to share that story in here...but since you are only 23..I want you to know (you do know?) that your real name is showing on the youtube post...that would concern me for future opportunities..alot of people google people...and that is why I am "Missy"...I had a lot to lose from people that can be judgmental....protect yourself.