Hey kiya thanks.....

Today was hard. I'm sitting in a bus terminal ......greyhound sux......but I'm on my way home.

Have a boxcutter that's calling my name right now. My mom is the best. I mean really who gets a second chance at a real mom who loves not abuses? And here I sit depressed and tired. With a wonderful husband waiting at home yet I feel so helpless. I don't have the nerve to do it but its calling my name.

Why is this so hard for me? Why do I feel like life sux so bad. I should b feeling so blessed to have a mom. And I am. Guess that's why I don't want to leave her right now. A lot of us could only dream of this. And here for me it happens. Just down today. She's so wonderful and I have to face my life.......
I'd rather hide and cut.......
Back to my book and my boxcutter. Thanks for your help. You, jinny. Bb, cyran0, too many to name that save me here.

Best,
Colleen

Ps......colleen gooooood......boxcutter baaad...ok tht DID give me a chuckle....hugs back atcha