awww... you guys are so sweet.

i'm sorry. i %#@&#! up. had a really bad time and %#@&#! up.

you know whats funny? i (honest to god) used to think that i couldn't be a perfectionist because i never got anything perfect. i know i know.

i'm not perfect.(pink, i think i'll mark this down)

i've got a really crappy life and it's been hard for a long long time. i cant be perfect.

i dont feel 100% safe right now.. but i'm feeling a little better. Session with T helped.