Use this opportunity to find yourself. Maybe you had to have this change in order to find out who you really are without the idea of pleasing others. Try it. Dare. We all have an essence to us. A personality. You will find it. Try not to look to others to define you. I am in the process of doing this myself. I have a new phone. No one contacts me. I wear what i feel compliments my body. Im exploring music. I dont look at other women on line. I dont allow myself to be influenced or distracted by images in the media. Its like a certain silence within yourself. It may be weird, but its refreshing. Theres only one You. Just be it and go through the process. Good luck.