I feel your pain.

What does your therapist say to help you?
Who diagnosed you with all that stuff, anyway?
Do you have just one doctor managing all this, or many?
Life changes, whether we are healthy or not...nothing will be the same as it was "yesterday"..

You have some of your own answers...in your post... but I know how depression talks to us...

that was a long post... how about we talk about one item at a time?

((grey)))