Thank you all for your kind advice and wisdom. And what you guys are saying is that exact " hard truth " of the matter that I have to face. I know in my heart that I need to be away from this situation. I will evaluate my situation and start planning on what my options are. At least this time I will be leaving my " emotions " out of it . That much I have finally learned how to do. No yelling or screaming or crying my eyes out. I never want to desend into that hell again.
Again , thank you all