Yesterday my x bf picked up me and took me to my doctors appointment. His mother got his sister to call him and say that his mom is furious for hanging out with me and that she wants to kick him out. She wanted him back at the house right away. Well he said he couldnt because he had to take me to an appointment. We got out of the doctors and ella (the one who his mother is trying to hook him up with) called him to say his mother went to the ER ....riiiight....she has already been there two weeks ago....what was it for you may ask? Shortness of Breath....in otherwords.....attention hungry.....she was pissed he didnt listen to her and so went to the ER because obiviously the ER is important....so he took me back to my coworkers house (since they kicked me out and made me homeless practically) and kissed me on the forehead and said he was going to do whatever he could to win back my love, he said he loved me and would call me the next day. The next day (which was today) i had no phone call, no text no nothing. I text him and called him and everything...nothing. So later this night (around 6 pm ) i went to the facilitly with my coworkers sister.....i was going to say goodbye one last time. As we walked across the parking lot i swore i saw my x bfs uncles car....i told her i was sure it was the uncle coming to pick up ella from work....i went in there and my coworker said that she heard his mom got out of the hospital right away and they gave her 5 days off....she requested a note for her son to take off of school and work so he could "nurse her back to health" i also found out that my coworker said that that was him in the car HIM....he didnt get out...he didnt say hello...anything...nothing at all......he saw me...i know he did....after three years...and i dont even get a hello...or thank you or anything...so just a few mintues ago my coworkers sister and i got a plastic bag and filled it with everything he gave me that i had with me....( some stuff i mailed home) i put his name on it and she gave it to him...merry freaking christmas....

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I am so hurt and devisated that I self injured and drank an entire 40 ounce beer thing (which is like 1200 ML i think for those UK people) and i smoke some pot.......and yet i still have not dulled the pain.....