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Originally Posted by artemis-within
hey t. i wish i could know what is going to happen. i realize we might decide together that the trust between us has been irretrievably broken. i will need to be prepared for that. part of me cannot fathom it. part of me wants to believe that we can repair this. but part of me is afraid we can't, knows it's over. i don't know which part is right. maybe i should just stop thinking/worrying about it and when wednesday evening gets here and I'm pulling in your driveway just take a deep breath and go in and speak from my heart and at least i will still have all of the progress i made with you, and i will know that at least we tried to mend things. i love you, you know. i'm so sorry that i said i hate you.
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Good luck tomorrow with your T. I'm really feeling for you. All relationship ruptures can be rectified as long as the parties involved are prepared to compromise, apologise & except their part in the rupture. When we go into our therapy sessions we bring with us all of our 'parts' Depending on how everything internally is working for us at those times, those parts will work independently & have different needs. Your T's job is to work with all of those parts of you & help & support you. I would not think very highly of your T if she was not prepared to try to mend the rupture. If she doesn't, then she's not worth you sticking with her anyway & you would be better off with someone else who has positive regard for you! I really hope it goes well for you. Keep us informed. xXx
