Dear Dr S,

It is hard not to hear from you between sessions, like before. I feel like I have to be grown up about it. I don't wanna. I don't see you tomorrow. It's ok, I'm ok. I can do this. I don't NEED you. I do need you, just not capital need you. I think that is what is different here. It's a good thing, right?

I love you. I think I will always love you at some level. I hope you are ready for that, that you can handle that.

Love,
me