Just two? Novice! I got through five in two years!

Though that was mostly due to moving and at least one of them was good at their job.

OP - you say you always try to convince women that you care for them? Beg, plead, etc.? Maybe show them instead of talking? In this case, by recognizing that other things are going on, not just whatever hurt your therapist inflicted?

And I think some part of every client wants our therapists to fail. For different reasons, but mostly because if they succeed our lives will change and can we handle a new normal?