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Hi Mouse,

I am heading into my second holiday break from T and I really get how you feel. Yesterday I had a good session and we discussed the break and all I could say was that I hate breaks.

I know there's a well of feeling inside surrounding this but I can't access it--a self protective mechanism or a resistance? Who knows?

Later this week I'll have another session which will be the last before the break. I just don't want to deal with it and yes, I am angry that it's not hard for him. I hate inequality in relationships.

Peace