I can't put my feelings to words a lot of the time which frustrates me no end, especially w t last week. I was mad but w/out intelligible words and her guesses and assumptions just made me madder. I wish I'd not told her I was mad at her. I thought she could handle my anger. Last week was ridiculous and I need to just get over it already. Hmph at myself. I wish it was tomorrow at 5:30 the waiting to find out what's gonna happen is making me cranky.