Well. I survived the day. Today was my first full-day no-contact break from S (ex-therapist/now-friend/whatever-the-f-he-is). I went to yoga for the first time in ever tonight.

I feel sh*tty.
I miss him.
I want to text him right now and tell him that I can't do this, that I need him.
But, I can't.
I have to take this break.
But I want to say f this break....

COME ON, INNER PEACE! ....