Question: ok, today I was trying to prepare myself that T won't do anything for my B-day session ... meaning no card or letter or anything beyond whatever I bring into the session. That is how she has rolled and I have not asked her to do anything for me. Had I asked she probably would have. I realized that not getting something from her would be hard for me. So I thought, what if I got me a card ... and somehow linked it back to T.... thinking on this it felt kind of good and weird. But then I thought what a hypocrite because I actually believe cards are a waste of money. So I thought, what if I was to write me a letter from T. Kind of along the dear client thread.. and shared that with her. I thought what would I say... and thought what if I went back through old emails and after visit messages and pulled out T's own words. I liked this idea... I thought that if she really didn't do anything (which I am like 95% sure she won't) I would have this letter that I could share with her... and sort of feel like she is giving me something because she did give me these messages.

is it too weird/bizarre ??