Gee, Cyran0, did you envision you'd take so many of us to hell with you? :-) Are we lightening the route for you at all (entrance or exit, either one)?

Do you crash differently with all the caffeine and smokes? The caffeine doesn't work as effectively for me after awhile and I get in worse discombobulation for a couple days while I "reset" on better food/drink/meds and "start over".