After much deliberation i have concluded that you are not a Martian or a bad mother!I asked my shrink if i had add and his reply was that it is a much "too commonly diagonosed disease".I'll take his word.I have OCD so i know what your going through.I say that because i have a serious OCD.One that has driven me round the bend to put it it mildly.I thank GOD for this haven to communicate and relateBefore this we were awash in a sea of turmoil.Thank GOD for everything we have and our lives.Didn't mean to get religious but thats where i am!!!!!!!