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Originally Posted by daisydid
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best.response.ever! I think I need somebody to post it to me, too if I don't stop whining about my current t situation.
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Originally Posted by junkDNA
Do u all think T is going to dump me tomorrow?
I haven't used since sunday
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I don't think so at all. (((jDNA)))
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Originally Posted by ruh roh
Oh no, I'm not saying that at all. I just want you to feel strong about seeing her and not at her mercy as to whether or not things are fixable. It was more of a rah rah comment, not at all saying not to talk about it anymore. I know it's hard. I really do.
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thanks ruh roh. i guess deep inside i'm still that scared little girl and i guess that is never going to change and i am still afraid that t hates me now and it's going to be so hard to go in there this afternoon i am expecting her to say get out and never come back. at the same time suspecting that part of me wants her to. ugh.
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Originally Posted by Elio
Question: ok, today I was trying to prepare myself that T won't do anything for my B-day session ... meaning no card or letter or anything beyond whatever I bring into the session. That is how she has rolled and I have not asked her to do anything for me. Had I asked she probably would have. I realized that not getting something from her would be hard for me. So I thought, what if I got me a card ... and somehow linked it back to T.... thinking on this it felt kind of good and weird. But then I thought what a hypocrite because I actually believe cards are a waste of money. So I thought, what if I was to write me a letter from T. Kind of along the dear client thread.. and shared that with her. I thought what would I say... and thought what if I went back through old emails and after visit messages and pulled out T's own words. I liked this idea... I thought that if she really didn't do anything (which I am like 95% sure she won't) I would have this letter that I could share with her... and sort of feel like she is giving me something because she did give me these messages.
is it too weird/bizarre ??
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i think that's a lovely idea, elio!!
and happy early birthday!
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Originally Posted by daisydid
Can someone yell at me this evening if I haven't gone to the doctor yet? I think the NyQuil is causing me to have really disturbing dreams. I don't feel safe.
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I won't yell at you either, but sounds like you should go to the doctor.
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Originally Posted by lucozader
I went to have a blood test today. I think he took about an arm's worth. I thought I was okay and then I got all sweaty and queasy afterwards, it was pretty unpleasant. I really feel I should get a sticker or a lollipop or something, y'know?
Then I had coffee with my dad, and we talked about my brother. I didn't say this out loud, but I think my brother might be in love with his therapist. Maybe it runs in the family. Is that funny, or sad?
What the f**k is wrong with us?
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{hands a roll of stickers to luco and a lolly too!}
In other news. Yesterday evening I was showing h a haircut I'm thinking about, it's pretty short and spiky, and he said something like "Oh. Ewww. I hate it. But it's your hair." It was 6pm, i closed my laptop, got up and went to bed without saying another word to him. I slept for 11 hours, I guess I needed it. He's entitled to his opinion, so I don't know why I let it hurt me so much. Probably because i'm so nervous about seeing t later today. Navajo Rabbit.