Dear MC,
Could you say something in response to my text or e-mail? I'm just really struggling here with the health fears... I'm not at all worried about whether things are OK with my relationship with you--this isn't me looking for reassurance about that, but just something to help me deal with my fears about the other stuff. You have anxiety, too, so what works for you? (Then again...I guess some of your fears came to fruition, at least regarding your wife...but you said to not worry about your feelings.) I'll try to resist reaching out to you again. You might just not be sure what to say (or are crazy busy). I just hate that you responded to the warm, fuzzy e-mail from Monday that I didn't need/expect a response to, but then not to this. I know it's been less than a day...so I'm likely expecting too much. I'm just freaking out and feel alone, that's all...(I really shouldn't have had this test done the week T was on vacation...you're probably thinking the same thing!)
Love,
LT