Hey McKell,
You are most welcome!!
As far as the self-doubt, no need to apologize because we all go there. As a matter of fact I am there RIGHT NOW.
Yeah, I get that "normal" dilemma. At this point I wish I was abnormal. I don't know how long you have been in therapy but it has taken me a looooooooooong time to even share a little of my inner turmoil. The relationship continues to grow and cycle.
I think you are doing great. Hang in there. One session at a time.
Peace