Thanks Terry. Rose as far as I know, having a legal guardian here means even your finances are managed by another person and you stay under them forever.
I don't want to listen to other things necessarily. It is a bit more serious than "not get attention". For some background, I was left home alone since an early age all day until evening with not much guidance. I was left to play on my own. I just did what I thought was ok. I did spend too much time online, too. And I did not go out because nobody was home and I was scared. Now nobody calls to ask if I have a job or anything, what I am doing..
I am sure some kind of help exists for me. Because being in bed all the time is not good for you and I can't live like this. I can't be so insignificant and invisible. I need care and activities. Surely someone provides this.